Malaysia's National Day

hmm.. anyone still remember our country's national anthem?

NEGARAKU?

i have to confess here, i started to realize that i couldnt really finish up the whole song already. started really forgetting the same old song that we practiced every week since the day we went to government school. during the old days, i always had to participate in marching competition no matter during the school's annual sports, national day or any important occasions. i wonder where the hell was the spirit boosted from. if you ask me to go marching under the scorching sun right now, aaaaH! i just rather you shoot me down with your gun now. funny hor, now i'm always with sun screen whenever i go to the place with nasty sunlight. rolling back to the old days, i used to be so brave standing under the sun without any sunblock protection. patriotism?

but i do miss the old times. when i was active in extra-curricular activities. now, only i realized public communication is much important in this society. sometimes it's just so tiring.

leaving high school by all means i don't have to stand hours in the assembly hall singing all those patriotic songs like Negaraku, Sabah Tanah Airku, Keranamu, Jalur Gemilang etc etc etc. dont tell me you miss these songs. perhaps a little for me. lol. and yeah, i dont have to contribute anything on any National Day anymore. It's like 31 August? YEAHHH! HOLIDAY! i got a day break from school. lol. OR YEAH... 31 August if i work on that day i'll be paid double. OR CRAP! every where is so crowded because NO WORK NO SCHOOL people will start buzzing around malls, restaurants, ROADS! yes. traffic jam...


but on this year's National Day,

am grateful that

at least i did something as a Malaysian:-

HORMAT LAH BENDERA MALAYSIA! XD

Steamboat Dinner

Nothing much happened to me lately. just that i did lots of outings. one of it was a little gathering with the girls after so long. really looking forward to this gathering a lot. A week was as though we never seen each other for ages edi. happy that we did go out together after our work ended. Total eight girls of us. =) too bad nicole couldnt turn up.

here's out group photo. of the eight girls, KC and ah Kai. =)
for this gathering we picked Tasty Pot, Sunway Mentari for our dinner. i guess the price is quite reasonable. rm25 per person. as usual, buffet dinner. stuff ourselves for the sake of we paid for the food already!

Tian Yuh with her peace pose. =)

Ka Chin

didnt really take any pictures because of me, lazy to charge my camera. finally announced died before we manage to snap more pictures.

Rest In Peace Therthy Boy

i never thought i have to write this kind of entry again. but little therthy's gone has made me reread the entries that i have wrote two years ago in this blog. of how i was so delighted to bring Therthy back home. He was just a petite little tortoise of the size of 50cent. I used to be so excited and so committed to feed and clean him up daily.



but no sooner after years of raising therthy, i admit i was getting so lazy. for the fact that he gone so smelly when he has grown from day to day. he stinks everyday.

there was one day i dreamed of Therthy and his partner Tortie have grown so big like the size of a bowl. I was so horrified that out of the sudden they turned to this gigantic giant. they both almost climbed out of the plastic container already. It was really a nightmare. Looking at those huge tortoise at Zoo Malacca, Kek Lok Si Temple and Centre Point really freaked me off. They gave me disgust. If one day my Therthy has grown so monstrous i will just let it go to the tortoise pond at centre point.

perhaps i take things for granted. i isolated two of them. i just clean them up when they're dirty enough. i feed them once in a while so that they wont grow that fast. i forget the fact that they possibly would die of starvation.

when this afternoon i saw tortie pushed little therthy to the tortoise food that i gave, i knew tortie was absolutely in much sombre mood than i do. both of them were together for more than a year already. out of the sudden his partner passed away. he must be begging hurtfully asking therthy not to go. faster eat up the food. be strong. but therthy..

he didnt move at all, his eyes closed so tight, his posture was the same for hours, he wasnt breathing anymore, he couldnt open his mouth to eat the food i gave. he died.

a while ago i refused to bury him. because i kept telling myself he might just wake up. maybe he just hibernating. but after hours staring at him, i started to accept the fact he is gone now. i buried him at the house yard, somewhere near tweety. adeline's tortoise that went up to another world a year ago.

i dont want to take this commitment for a pet anymore. It's really hurtful to lose someone.. perhaps i should learn to take care of myself first before i take the initiative to take care of someone else.

rest in peace therthy. i know u're a good boy. =)

Therthy Gone. T.T

am so scared

i think Therthy is dead.
he is not moving. he isnt hiding inside his shell.. he closes his eyes tight. he didnt consume the tortoise food that i feed him. he is not moving although i try to shake him awake. is he really gone?

T____________________________________________________T

The Two Buddies

the above is Ken and Cendy. the two buddies that i always mention lately.

am grateful because Bandar Utama still has two of you with me. =)
a month more till the new semester

Avent Event

MACLAREN baby seats.
tell you what. Maclaren and Avent are just like the most luxurious branded stuff for babies.

i really thought lancome project will be my very last part time project for this freaking long summer break. but no. suddenly i had to work for the Parenthood Fair which was a very huge fair targeting to babies and children. There, me selling Avent's Product.
na, prove of me working. serving the customers

There is no work in the world that is not tiring. but once you enjoy every minute of your working day, you just dont feel like you're working. but having fun instead. Parenthood Fair is organized once a year at midvalley. It is like a very crucial baby shopping for all the mothers and fathers. YOU MUST GO NO MATTER WHAT if you have already started to become people's parents.

reminds me of Rebecca Bloomwood in the Shopaholic Series. She wanted to buy five baby stroller from the little baby in her tummy. seriously five? crazy shopper. =) i wan Shopaholic Ties The Knot and Shopaholic and Sisters. anyone please?

Dealing with kids and parents are real fun. guarantee you wont get scolded out of the sudden and those going-to-be parents are so willing to listen to all your words. During the work, it happened to be few mothers approached me telling me that they dont know anything about baby products. and they seek for help. you know what? FROM ME. this going to be adult girl has to teach the mothers how to choose the suitable baby bottles, tits, breast pump and steam sterilizer. that was like...OMG. i got the knowledge to share with mothers. hahaha. dont you know how great it is?

Aside of patrolling around our booth, we had this little competition which required parents to set up the steam sterilizer pot by just looking at the instructions.

me and esther in front of the stage

the super motivated mothers working hard to complete the task just to bring back the prize home!


the omg HOT MOMMY!

the working environment was absolutely great. because the faces of happy family and anxious pregnant mother never escaped from my sight. You just cant lose the chance to smile with them on the all day long.

i really love kids. you just never will know whether you can communicate well with children until you really communicate for them. until you truly talk softly to them, hug them and play with them. the kids were so adorable.
i love this picture the most. =) he is effortlessly cute. isnt he?


the cutest ah boy from next door booth.

the most handsome ah boy. =) HE IS SO DAMN OMG hanndsome...! audrey kept asking whether she can be his boyfriend of not. hahhhaaa.. crazy la weh. shock the ah boy off only.

so about my colleagues,


me. esther. muah muah. exchanging milk bottles

tiffany. paiseh of placing the breast pump like that. XD

esther and sze chuan. i love this picture.
of the sincerity of the smiles from the bottom of the heart

me. milk milk

me. tiff

sze chuan. me


audrey. esther. me


one of special part is that we were wearing crocs tshirt and sandals to work!

that was my three days with Avent

and i managed to grab this hot pinkish baby stroller

do i look like another hot mama?
i know I'M NOT at all

Back to College in a Month Time!

truth to be told. i really cant wait to get back to the college. cant wait to see all my coursemates. flashing back the last day in my year one, we probably never get to see each other for 5months long. and new faces from juniors and diplomas which will be joining us.
like, whoa.. thats going to be a lot.

and i wonder, what would this year's orientation be like?
just dont tell me we're designing something with rubbish again.

RECYCLED MATERIALS = RUBBISH RUBBISH RUBBISH.

sorry la.. not saying that the previous orientation project was ugly or meaningless. but it just seemed like we were building an enormous pile rubbish. LOL...

i hate to admit this. but i'm a little afraid of year two. ok la. maybe not a little. Year One was terribly tough to go through. how bout year two and three? haiz.. but dont get me wrong. i'm not regretting.

i still dream hard to be a designer.
no. it is not a mere dream now. it will be the reality after i endure another two years in college.

p.s: 5months are too much. i really miss you alll!!

4th in Ice-Skating

My first experience in ice-skating was two years ago. to be precise, it was during my Christmas holidays on the year of 2007. the memories still so vivid in my mind. of how this premature girl was so frightened by the slippery ice that i must stood with those so thin silver steel. how could someone possibly stand with those kind of shoe? the first experience was to learn how to balance myself and trying hard not to surround the whole ice-skating field by holding the walls. and yes, to endure the pain of slipping off over and over again. how funny.

this is what i wrote two years ago (click here)

reading back my old entry only i really realized the increases of the price. but not bad la. the entrance fee is RM13. but i paid rm11 because of the KBU student privilege. how good. so bring your student card along!! the privileged is also given to taylors and kdu students.

after the forth time of ice-skating, i dare to say i can skate already. but only with the right leg. when only i can skate well huh? when only i dont fall off like this? when only there's no bruises after the skate? but off all the pain, i still love ice-skating. it's the feeling. like you're flying freely on the sky when you speed up. i love that feeling. really.

One thing that i'm really grateful is that i went with a bunch of high school friends. It's like we only get to gather once in a very long while. I almost missed up this opportunity because of work. but i took two days off because of them. which left me with no regret. =)

the bunch of skater

the besties.
i really thought the penang trip was the last time we able to gather together. but i never knew that we able to gather once again in few months time.

the boys. tony and victor

ah pang and me

fang yee and i

me. huihwa

me. eevee

the most surprising thing was that we accidentally bumped with chang soon voon and trina at sunway pyramid. manage to snap one photo with them too.


i was a bit surprised when tony told me that the last time he and eevee skated was with me. my first time in ice-skating which was two years ago. by then only i went on counting back the days. omg. it was two years ago we went for ice-skating together.

sometimes i really feeling so grateful

how wonderful friendship is..... =)

No Longer Mommy's Little Princess

it happens regularly where i miss my mommy damn a lot whenever i fall sick. taking care of myself by all means nobody will be there treating me like a princess when i'm awfully weak. It was when i started to visit mr.doctor without mommy, i knew from that day onwards i might have no chance to go clinic with mommy as my companion. she used to hold my hands tight telling me that i'll be okay. no one cooks all three meals in a day for me when i'm sick, no one reminds me to consume medicine from time to time, no one pours warm water to me and deliver the glass cup right in front.. Nothing. No one. it's only me, myself doing all these stuff.

woke up in the morning feeling so unwell. walking sideways like a real crab. the pain exceeded the limit and was forced to slam the weak body and mindset back to the bed after an hour waking up from bed. woke up again after long hours of sleep and after all realized that i never went through today's afternoon. no more fever. consumed nothing at all for 24hours. decided to cook plain white porridge, MYSELF. ate the whole bowl of plain white porridge with soy sauce and mackerel fish in can. what i could do at home was just staring at the wide screen monitor. found the pills given by mommy long long time ago. boiled water and gulped the pills. shut down back to the bed so early at ten. that was what i endured two weeks ago.

and today because of the disastrous caffeinated milky tea, i was awake until six in the morning. Was feeling so awful that i wanted to puke hardly in the toilet. diu. lost appetite and i know i should eat something no matter what. i'm okay now. and this jiffy, i know it's time to go on!

i seldom felt so isolated, so alone. partly because i enjoy every minutes of my life when i'm healthy. i smile and i have wholesome of fun with friends. alone at home, sick is my most frightened nightmare. i get into mood swing and emoness when i'm sick. i dont feel like communicating to anyone. i just shut up. sometimes i really hate to be independent. sometimes i do wish the time stops so that i never have to grow. When glancing back to the calendar, 2009 already. i know i'm going to be twenty-years-old.

no longer my mommy's little princess.

i'm almost twenty and i left home two years ago

Ken's 22th Birthday

when i thought this year i wont be able to celebrate all my male classmates' birthday, turn out that i still manage to celebrate ah ken's birthday!

the birthday boy. It's two big candles and two small candles. indicate he is now already twenty two years old.. absolutely legal to do anything now. lol.

this year they picked Wong Kok Char Chan Teng. i threw a really huge sacrifice you know? i remember last year we celebrated Zoey's Birthday at Wong Kok. we drank a lot of milky tea which was the free drink for the birthday boy/girl.

this picture was taken last year.

ended up most of us enduring stomachache, some feeling dizzy and sick for the whole night. and for me, i had to endure the sleepless night with fast heartbeat and had the strong feeling to puke on my bed. this year again, i was feeling the same too. am typing this entry with sick condition. ughhh...

i remember last year we used to be travel all the way with public transportation to Ken's House at Seremban just to attend his 21st Birthday party. but this year,

the buddies are not here anymore. five months are long. really.

behold....
ah ken and the essence of wolf (try to translate in chinese) haha



chocolate indulgence cake from secret recipe. dedicated by our madam Cendy Hon Siew Fei, the first wife of Ken Lam Kam Kin.

to, second and third wife of Mr.Ken,
HAVE YOU TWO WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY?

Pictures of The Moment

Pictures of The Moment


first thing went into my mind when i first took a quick glance to this picture, it was a good piece to go on with a romantic poem! hahaha.. but owh, i dont even know how to berpantun. a picture tells hundred of stories. that is true!


let me present,
Mr. Timothy




We were so GAY. Definitely! =)

how many times in your life that you really cracked with unconditional laughter truly from the bottom of your heart? how many times you would be able to let go all the burden and tension at once by laughing like this?

well indeed, happy

Lets jump hard to reach the sky!




to timothy,
am grateful that i sat just beside you during our form five year together. because of this random neighborhood system, we stay as buddies. weird to count back the days that we'd been knowing each other for more than 15 years already. two years are long and might be short. but another three years definitely long by now. i wonder, how possibly each and everyone will become after three years. well, i guess there will be doctors, engineers, dentists, teachers, designers, accountants and the list goes on in three year time?

the footprints are simply to sweet to be forgotten. =)
sometimes pictures able to describe things well than wordings.

last but not least,
take care boss. i know you'll miss me! XD
help me say hellLooo to USA

mr.monster and i

the encounter with Mr. Monster.
owh.. you're cute because you're ugly. =)

mid of august was fun.
how many chances i have to spend my time with these bunch of old buddies?
it has been three years since we left form 5.

Food Hunt at Malacca

Anyone is feeling hungry?

Does this look familiar? SATE CELUP

or this? CENDOL

or maybe this? BABA NYONYA LAKSA


perhaps this? BABA NYONYA LAKSA

this dish is really obvious gua.... CHICKEN AND RICE BALLS

yaaa.. these are the food-you-must-eat when we visit malacca!

when you visit malacca, it is very crucial to know which restaurant serves the best food. if not, u'll end up with disappointment. when talking about the chicken rice balls, HONG KEE restaurant is a must-go-one. the restaurant with the Ah Xian paper doll in front. so far, i've tried three different chicken rice at malacca. Hong Kee still the best. although for me it's still a normal chicken rice.
this is how the shop looks like from the outside

Cendol! the sweet temptation that i must really eat. how could i resist such a good food. but seriously, i drank the whole bowl although i was still coughing. but never mind. one in a while ma right? XD
cendol is a common sweet temptation and can be easily found everywhere around Malacca Town. but still, seriously the best one is the one at Bunga Raya. the very traditional cendol by this old uncle.

Baba Nyonya Noodles are real spicy noodles. i dont eat spicy food. but these two bowl of noodles are so delicious that a non-spicy lover like me still put a thumb-up for the dishes there. the shop i went was located somewhere around the chicken rice shops. i forgot the name of the shop but the interior is something like this.

Rolling to Sate Celup, everyone eats that whenever they go to malacca. but for me, it is just something ordinary like the one you eat at the Lok Lok Van/Fat One. Not my favourite anyways.
this is the shop i went. but i guess this is not the best one. =)

Any better recommendation from malacca? please do share. =)