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Thursday, September 9, 2010

I Am Growing

Hello people! I know my blog is cramped with piles of pictures lately. Let me just put aside all those whores and start typing my thoughts instead now. After all I am now giving myself an hour break after those mental disruption. Just couple of hours ago I let down my flight tickets to my hometown, Sabah. I know it might occurred to you it isn't so big deal. Not that I am letting down the nomination to be the Prime Minister or something. but it does for me. My last flyover back to my hometown was in the month of February. Only a week to be precise.

In life, I believe it strikes everyone of you before that sometimes you juggle between two. Both things might lead to different path. In some circumstances, you are just in the state of uncertainties what are best decisions to make. You just couldn't think wisely anymore after too much of exhaustion and disappointment. Sit back still and think carefully your focus, of what do you really want to achieve in life. and BAM. Decisions are made. When I thought this time round nothing can stops me from flying back to my homeland, a call just shot me down in realization. Too much commitment and obstacle. I know, do not run but to face them bravely.




Like this, I cam-whored in the LRT. It might not be so crowded that time but denggg, I camwhored. yes ignoring everyone around me by just raising up the camera and a shot was taken!
It was self-confidence.

You feel mighty whenever and wherever you go by carrying that tiny little moral value of self-confidence

Trust me, I am growing
GO GO GO, You Can Do It!

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9 Darling(s) Commented:

Eric said...

Yea! Thats the way you are! =)

Cayenne said...

eric: =) thankss!

Hilda Milda™ said...

i like yr top c: so pretty!

Jackie Loi said...

camho ker comho ni XP

Cayenne said...

thank you hilda! me likey too!

haha yes comhoo =D

Spectre said...

at 1st i thou ur stomach is growing XD hahaha

PS: YUMCHA green tea session!

Cayenne said...

hahah yeah tummy bumped out. this was taken months back. now slimmer. =D

Timothy said...

kenapa tak balik ape yang buat engkau tak balik?

Cayenne said...

sbab too sibuk with projects! T.T and some other minor things. sigh