Swollen Eyes Number One, Two and Three

When youngsters venture into primary schools, government education has this little session where the teachers have to distribute forms with cute little columns to fill up.

Hobby:__________________________________
Ambition:________________________________

The teacher normally asks children to fill in ambitions like teacher, doctor, nurse or any common jobs that a seven-year-old child would know. Honestly, is there any over-intelligent child who already knows to fill in professions like Interior Design, Mechanical Engineering, Nutritionist or maybe Prime Minister? To be frank again, I did not have such genius mind when I was in that age. Except Prime Minister! I knew what and who was that. It was Dato Mahathir cause we were forced to memorize all the Prime Ministers' name. LOL

Aims and directions are encouraged to consider properly even though these innocent kids are still clueless and naive not knowing why they should fill up craps like this.

When time flies, I see things in different ways. The hobbies and ambitions that I had ever written brought me up today. First reward,


Swollen eyes number One #01


People have greed. They do not aim for ONE success only. For me, let me tell reveal to you what is in my mind now
1. Honored Degree
2. Successful Designer
3. Achievement in blogging
4. Achievement in Miss Kbu Pageant Contest
5. First no budget limit designed house by myself
6. Another degree qualification
7. Slimmer
8. Money
9. Travel around the globe
10. (I stop here) It's countless

Hence, of those greed I gained another


Swollen eyes number TWO #02



When I started to see I had enough of exhausting myself, I know what matters the most for now is the checklist number one.
1. Honored Degree
2. Successful Designer
3. Achievement in blogging
4. Achievement in Miss Kbu pageant Contest
5. First no budget limit designed house by myself
6. Another degree qualification
7. Slimmer
8. Money
9. Travel around the globe
10. (I stop here) It's countless


In self-greed you may have tons of them that you wish this and wish that. Sometimes you have to take a look back and see what are you capable of and set the priorities. You are not superman and do not try to be one. Because human does not wear undies after trousers and they do not fly with red cloth tied around the neck.


Now, this is swollen eyes number THREE #03



I know my priority. Do you?

The road taken is so far so difficult. I am just an ordinary girl next door who needs extra miles of motivation in life to push myself higher. I get frustrated like anyone else. However, I am on the mission setting myself to manage emotion and time properly. Each time, this same old quote never fails myself.






It may sounds simple and short. but this is how I could still hold on tight till today
My picture says it out loud already now!





I filled artist when I was seven (7)
Slowly I filled designer when I was thirteen (13)
Slowly again I filled Interior Designer when I was sixteen (16)


So, I am here now
"Hello school of design!"



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