The Model-making War Returns

Listening to: Canon in D (V.1.0)

HI!

Aloha YOU! as usual of the mussing and fussing, yes i am once again drowned by the endless assignments and projects. If you happened to see me on the midnights at twitter, facebook or msn, yes that's the moment that i couldnt put myself into my own self-discipline. er.. well, to put this into a better statement, i was just taking a short break okay!

TWITTER

I'd been tweeting about college. How horrendous huge the development model, trying to get someone from Hitz.fm to threaten my lecturer, trying to hire someone to burn down my college, celebrating the news of my tutor fall sick on the submission day and lots more other silly acts to make the disaster to miracle. applause to twitter!

If you have those perception that being in art stream is far easier than other, then you get it wrong.



MODEL-MAKING

architecture is architorture! interior architecture & design is just a wee bit lesser.
yes, that's the effing stupid huge model that practically useless after 5minutes of glance by the tutor. i spend 3-5days to complete an impressive model to impress the tutor for a minute and at the end of the day it ends in the trash bin. how pathetic huh?

i'm in sunglasses because my poor eyes are swollen and oh-mai-god they are so black as if being smacked by the night guardian into an almost extinct panda. so i KENOT let you see! HAHA. mind you i'm in shorts.

i took so long time to accomplish this one. i did it very slow because i couldnt squeeze any juice out of my brain. you know.. the most fearful thing for a designer is losing ideas, inspirations and motivations. that's why i often motivate myself. that's the only way that i could hold on that far. i know when i'm emotional ruined, the emo'ness will just affect the people and things around me. i apologize if u kena my windy swing and thank you for at least concern about whether i'm still alive or not. i'm good now =)

today i forgot to compare my index finger with the rest. i got a big red swell. a normal footprint of the architecture students have when dealing with model-making war for days.
i'm giving you the idea how big my model is. the moment i cut out the base of the board, i was so freaked out to see how huge the required size was. even handsome mike that has grown twice of his size can crawl inside my model


okla. that slightly proves my fail model of being so empty. LOL


SHORT BREAK

i've decided to take two days break. of the internet world. i know it's pointless to spend more than half of the day in front of the computer: stalking people in facebook, twitting nonsense, blogwalking but it just so addictive. facebook twice a day! deal! hopefully end of the day i will not use april fool as an excuse. LOL

last but not least, follow me at twitter la
i know i'm a bit out of the track to start really tweeting now. but it's so boring because most of my friends dont tweet. follow me to contribute a lil entertainment will ya!

goodbye peeps
beware of the pranks tomorrow!

My Date Night

Here's a story to share today.

few years back, there was this guy that i really admire. Each day and night i was hoping to get an invite from him for a date. you know.. i was too shy to be the one to suggest. like i always say, dreams do come true if you put a little effort. not completely. there was this day i finally took the step to ask whether he would be free on one night. he said he was planning to go centre point-a nearby mini mall that night. if you just don't mind... without hesitation, yes of i course i said yes i dont mind!

jubilant me. i dressed up to my best that night. sexy black dress with light make-ups on. the night gonna be a good good night! =) as soon as i met him at a nearby grocery shop, he stunned looking at me with those blank expression. i gave him an electrical shock or what? XD. He said my attire for the day was a little bit inappropriate.

you know what? later only i get to know he's planning to catch up with soccer tournament at one of the mamaks! BANANA LEAF. Manchester United versus Liverpool to be precise. oh dead me. i wore like that to a soccer tournament with him. We ended up cheering and screaming at the mamak for the awesome match. not to say my inappropriate attire..

what do you think? SO MEMORABLE right!?

courtesy of nuffnang, i'm writing this to get two invites for the movie below.

let me to have another memorable date will ya. =)

so dramatic. i guess u're cheated

No Boundaries

It always happened. once in a while that you woke up another day motivating yourself
YES BABEH IT'S COLLEGE TIME. have you ever do this instead of
i don't want to wake up.. why must i go college?

OHH

Life isn't completely that ruined. Instead of tuning to Jay Sean's Down, i choose to tune in Adam Lambert's No Boundaries. He's awesome freako such an inspirational dude.

Now tune this on NO BOUNDARIES

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait

sometimes it just simply miracle how do people hold on in their interest that far. is it plainly because they have so much passion in themselves that has miraculously breaking the border lines?

Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong

It's really easy as a pie. you throw yourself to your dreams and few years later your dreams come true. it's likely as if moommy! i want to be a doctor! few years later you bring a phd certificate back to your mom. Mom i did it.

But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

The key secret is to keep holding on. when you're about the breakout. remember this word: HOLD

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

i despise cowards. i despise people that do not dare to move forward to their dreams. i even despise people that do not turn words into action. sometimes i despise myself because i am one them.

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

but no matter how hard you fight for you future, there are times that you fail yourself. and baby are you down down down down?

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets

as the saying says, if you slipped off, climbed back up with your own feet. or do you expect there are angels always lend their hands to you when you're in trouble? no

Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why

3 years of sweats and tears, laughter and satisfaction, sacrifice and failure, success and winning, dreams do come true

I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

the hurricanes may sounded like a big boundary, but you know you will not let yourself blown by the evils

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

because of the hurricanes you've grown stronger.
because you go deeper, you're just a short distance away from you dreams

Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

dreams do come true

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

just don't let the passion fades because you're not optimistic enough

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

yes, life is good. things around me are my inspirations

Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

Just a little bit more to go

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

ADAM LAMBERT'S NO BOUNDARIES

Distributorship Ceremony at Starhill

oh well, the manufacture of the notebooks and computer gadgets ASUS has appointed Main Market-bound ECS ICT Bhd (ECSB) as the distributor of their products throughout Malaysia. This by all means ECSB officially will be the distributor of ASUS products after the distributorship signing ceremony yesterday.


what does it gotta to with me?
because i was at the ceremony yesterday. that's matter. =)


she's my twin sister phoebe by the way. so cool to have an identical twins right. you can just skip the class by asking your identical sister to attend the lecture for you. or well ya. u got two identical cards (IC). that doesnt really help though. ==

na. pull the craps off. the twin part is just a joke. we were only told to wear a blue dress for that ceremony. mind you i went there for two hours work. since it's only two hours why not? turned out that my partner and i wore almost the identical tube dress with a black belt. what a coincidence.
camwhored in the grandeur classy toilet at starhill hotel.
speaking about photographing, is it possible to get those pictures from the reporters and media?

related sites:
The Edge Malaysia

I’m going to the Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair

Boys and probably girls,
Style your hair like a dragon ball with gatsby! Aside from that, Gatsby ranges from hair styling, hair colouring, body care, face care and shaving. pretty awesome right?

so, back to the story

Helloooooo ladies and gentleman,

very obvious from the title. i'm going to the

Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair!

if you have no patience to read my post here, click here www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair instead. But you better read here!


Gatsby is a nuffnang community project that will definitely excite you with loads of fun stuff. get yourself rolled with the LUCKY DRAW contest! cool gadget worth up to rm15,000 to grab back homee!
above all, yes.. they have SUMO WRESTLING
seriously sumo wrestling?

oh c'mon you must see those giants fight to shake the entire mall!

not only that! the street fair is include
GLADIATOR BATTLES and so many others game that you never can afford to miss

if you happened to be a nuffnanger, come lets GO! cash yourself with rm50 in your account. awesome rightt? now go grab your calendar and mark the date of 17 April. Because YOU ARE GOING
It's happening here!

Date: 17 April 2010
Time: 10 am – 5 pm
Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur

Now, you have to click the link below to read more!
www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair

see you there!

Stickman

in the midst of exploring 3dmax, there's this feeling reminds me a lot of the past. it is the word nostalgia.



this is a red marker/magic colour from IKEA, Mutiara Damansara. it comes with 6 colours in a set. pretty awesome. go get em!

STICKMAN!

when i was five, my kindergarten teacher taught us to draw stick man to indicate human.
it is basically so simple. circle for head and few strokes of lines to form the body. not to forget smiley face

how we differentiate the gender?

for guys, add a cute bowtie
for girls, well, she has to have a skirt and those coconut hairstyle
DRAWING SONG

and i have this die die also wont forget song

hujan titik-titik,
air ombak-ombak,
emak beri duit,
saya pergi sekolah,
tiga tambah tiga,
sama dengan enam,
cikgu tanda betul,
saya pulang rumah.

it was a awesome fun song to attract kids to draw

a very traditional-liked drawing method. have you heard of this song before?

IMAGINATION

however, i had tad loads of curiosity when i was five. i didnt understand why stickman? human doesnt look like a stick at all. i drew something like that instead of a stickman. i ended up drawing crap drawings like this behind all my exercise books for years.

a drawing like this actually changed my life

i'm a future designer. awesome right? =)

A PIG as My Friend's 21st Birthday Present

Oh wait!
have someone ever thought of adopting a pig as a pet?

like this?

that would be super awesomme!! but an absolute mission impossible to have one in malaysia. lol.

i bought a cute little piggy as my friend AH PANG's 21st Birthday Present. i just run out of idea what to get as her birthday present. basically she has everything that she needs already.

Here's MIKE. okla. i know you might already felt cheated. He is a GUINEA PIG. still a pig. maybe not. different species for real.

in this post, i'm tagging along eevee and timothy! now you have a clearer picture of how's Mike exactly looks like! =)
He's white and black in general. with a little bit of brown in his legs.
but i have to apologize here. the owner did not bring little mike back home because she's not allowed to keep a pet in her hostel. my fault for not checking this out earlier on. end up mike has to stay with me ever since then. what a fail birthday present.
i crop myself purposely. the main focus is mike! =)
alright, it's all an excuse. my fault of the angle problem
He is 4 months in age!! He doesnt bite and he squeaks like a toy if you didnt feed him!
another news is, this birthday present not counted larrr...

by all means, mike is now mine. ==

but it's okay. he's one of my cutest little pets after my doggie phoebe! =)

Don't you feel like bringing one home today?

p.s: but help! any experts out there? i am a beginner in all these!

Featured in Sin Chew Daily

well, err.. i am the one at the corner left

well, featured la. but not really that proud. My name is not even mentioned. this whole competition thing happened last year and the most speechless thing is this news were only published at the 9 of March this year. so, i assume sin chew was lacking of news to publish and so, they'd picked this up to slot into the page? dont you think so?

anyways, so here's the whole story
Mural Painting- Little-Creations

The Force and Rush

WAA DISASTER!

Sneaking out for camp was great. it was the 4 days which eventually turn down my life to uh-oh almost panic attack. went offline for four days to eagle ranch, port dickson for the leadership camp. i am so proud to say that i have totally put assignments and projects out of my mind. they didnt bug me at all during all the four days! i love this feeling.

but the four days are total cheat one. once i'd returned to the reality routine, hell ya i have one postponed IAC patchwork 3 and slideshows, PTS-Carpet Studies, IDP-Sketch Models, space plannings, material board, Rotaract Club T-shirt design, reports and every possible deadlines that chase me as long as i able to breathe. suffocating* faint*


I am very sure to convince you that the malaysia zoo negara has lost one of its inmates- an almost extinct panda.
All around the week after the camp i slept the maximum 4hours a day and the minimum of 2hours in a day. finally everything has slowed down a little bit today that i able to faint on my bed once again to recharge the extremely-low-about-to-explode battery.


there was this speaker, Mr Suresh in the RYLA Camp quoted this
Do not do what you like
but like what you do

it sounded so right at the first minute though.



so many years of self-forcing, some my course-mates have lost their passion in design and started to HATE everything they are doing now. they struggle among self. some has made up their mind what matter the most is only the degree certificate. after all, they won't torture themselves to be a designer in the future. well, the process isn't really that hard. the major stress is just the deadlines and sleepless night.

you see, i still love arts. i have this self-encouragement in my inner-self for not destroying the passion by my own hands. i find model-making, brainstorming, sketching, colouring, autocad, 3dmax, photoshop and everything is interesting. i enjoy doing this if only the lecture did not push me too hard to do it. i hate them all if i am not given an appropriate and sufficient time to accomplish that all. i hate myself to produce a bunch of shits for the sake of submit things on time. forcing myself to do it is like allowing myself to dim down the passion.

during the old days, i used to enjoy scribbling my exercise books with my imagination figures. but i've stopped doing. I used to enjoy painting scenery, posters, logos and drawing to my own world. but i've stopped doing already. I used to enjoy making my own hand-made cards. but now i rather buy one instead of doing it myself. I enjoyed molding with clays. but i've stopped because it takes too much of my time to do it. I enjoyed editing pictures with fancy wordings, cartoons and frames. but now the most i would do is adjust the colour and lighting in photoshop. i write reports, model-making, presentation boards, presentations, trying to score well in the subjects and squeezing my brain how to manage my time properly. i no more doing those stuff but for the day long i am trying to balance my study life and leisure time. my homework is endless but there's no rights for them to occupy my leisure time. i need to PLAY HARDDD! but in other hand, i want to score well in my career. how pathetic life is.

design field needs passion

P.S: i know i am so emo lately. blame college as one of the minor contributor! LOL

Pink Tablets Cure The Pain

if this pink tablets able to relieve female's menstrual pain,
do they actually able to cure mood swings? WHY THEY CANT?

Of A Week

I know i have been totally mia for a week in the blogging sphere. i was just breathing hard you know.
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when a kingdom is about to collapsed due to a reckless king, will you choose to betray him and take over his position? or perhaps close both of your eyes and wait for miracles?

miracles do not exist for the sake of miracles. the miracle is how you fight for it to make it miracle. i do not believe in lucks. lucks happen when you first put efforts.

living life to the fullest firstly you have to communicate. secondly is by establishing a strong team and leadership quality. the easiest part is to continue with your virtue of friendliness by closing both of your eyes. yes, you can be friendly to anyone anytime. being friendly does not cost you to lose anything. doesnt it? the fun part is when you laugh and smile truly from the bottom of your heart. who cares about the competition? the best part is always being in a team and have fun!
i do not value people from my first impression. i value people from the way they act and talk. i value people's personality the most.

for days, i value people and meeting with new people. meeting people always are fun. but dealing with different people sometimes twist your brain a little.
i find it hard to become an ignorant. when you choose to ignore, it hurts yourself. do you know that when you hurt yourself, you're indirectly hurting people around you?

the greatest fear in life is not the fear on stage, the fear of unable to deal with the society or fear of the financial crisis. it is the fear that overpowers you but you are just too helpless to overcome it. it hurts.

people grow from realizations. if they never come to their own sense of realization, it is like staying life in subconscious mind. sometimes you really need to land a big slap on your face. wake up!! when you've finally awake, it might be a little too late to roll the clock back to the earlier stage. time does not goes backward. no?

what you have to do is placing a reminder beside you all the time. the reminder sounds like
"are you awake yet?"

emo for too long equivalent to the number of negative vibrations that you've exposed. there's no point to be hurt for that long. remember when you're badly upset tell yourself you'll bounce back in times. life still goes on. you'll just dont know how much life has transformed after all the chaotic moments. when everything is too late, you'll start blaming yourself for waking up too late.
but sometimes, you sigh because you've came to the realization that you're now aged accordingly to the time-lines. you see the old energy of you in people. there's no turning back at all.