#07

I thought the hues are magical.
But they have thorns that are beyond my sight
I'm just trying to hold on tight
But it's so painful
That I wanted to cry
I must have held them too tight
That they hate me now
That I'm bleeding profusely now
I'm sorry to both you and me

My Kissable Photo Album Loves All

Dear ____________(please fill the blank with your name),

In case you're new in my blog, let me introduce myself. My name is Yen Ching or better known as Cayenne. I am a down to earth person because I express myself with the given five senses of element daily. That is why I never fail to express how much I always love the world.

I love photographing. Because it is a medium that could capture the beautiful world that i love.

Oh ya. I have a gorgeous photo album that i wanted to share with all of you today.

It's a kissable photo album by the way.
MUAKS

My photo album loves the world. You know why? It is the most gorgeous album that stores how much i love the things and myself around the world. Besides, there are also piles of picture of the vain me expressing myself how much do i love the things i have captured. so mind me. =)

curious?

Let me bring you a tour into my kissable photo album. After this, you will get the idea why did i name it as a kissable photo album.

Let's flip the book






#01
What makes the world beautiful? Even though we have no special features to fly like an eagle, but well, we do fly. It is the fascinating environment that i witness with my own eyes from the top of everyone else. It is my love to the cloud, the tiny cityscape, the blue sea and everything i could see from the top of the earth.

I love the big world. because the world is like a border-less boundary that i would never tired to explore daily.





#02
Human aren't born as a mermaid or equipped with fins and gills. but we travel down to the horizon line into the deep sea to witness the beauty of the underwater creatures. I love the world because the sea is the prettiest thing in world under my google.


#03
I love wild life animal. Despite they are about to distinct, i want to see them or probably save them before i couldnt. They are mammals like us. survive in the earth because they still want to live in the world. Trust me, they love the world as much as i do



#04
The world has the sweetest fruits. Because we grow our fruits in the land, they seed and grow and we harvest them. I love the world because that's what the world gives us: food and particularly fruits.



#05
I love the world because AGAIN it is so beautiful. It is the flowers pea-cocked everything else in the surface of the earth. I love sunflowers more than roses. they are my sunshine

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't my sunshine away

In this world, there is another gorgeous who loves the world like how much i do. She is that awesome because she is groovy, fun and ever-so-hip and strikes the new Spring 2010. She is full of passion for a cleaner planet by grooming herself with eclectic assortment of colourful patterns, fashionable designs and ecologically-friendly fabrics. She is an eco-friendly pretty formed herself with recycled material. She gives us the most compromising comfort and perfectly fit to save the environment.

THAT'S WHY I SAYANG HER AS MUCH AS I LOVE THE WORLD!

She is:

MISS SLOGGI!

To proclaim my everlasting love to this piece of the gorgeous, i decided to document her into my kissable photo album.



XOXO,
Cayenne
P.S: Do you love me now?

My Tiny Name is now in the Malaysian Book of Records

I know my title for today sounds a bit like i'm so thrilled. Well, na. it's just my tiny name made it into the book. LOL. All credits go to nuffnang and gatsby for organizing the biggest event ever for bloggers.
that's me camwhore a bit before heading out.
i didnt know that there are t-shirts for us. and i forgot that i was supposed to wear a sport shoe to enable me to play the games. but nevermind! i didnt plan to go there for a long anyways.

i reached the fair just on time. 10am. but was kinda shocked to see such long queue. it's like i have to queue for an hour or so to reach the registration counter. I was too lazy to line. so, i left for a breakfast and back to the registration stuff at 11am. LOL. that's why i missed out the photographing session.
my guest for the event is xin hui! she just decided to go with me that morning. how impromptu right?

i saw lots a familiar faces there but didnt get to see some promising faces as well. i know my wrong. i was there for like probably less than 45minutes. LOL.

the event started off with the opening ceremony.
of the speeches and briefings

the games. the games aint bad you know. but too bad i wasnt in the mood to play. super envy to see other bloggers to win back so many gatsby products loh! gatsby really really very generous

gotta save my time, i tried to walk around to bump with other bloggers for pictures
Adrian and his girlfriend, Sandy

Ave sweetie
with shaolin tiger. i have no idea why did i smile liddat. like refraining my laughter. LOL
me, sandy, xinhui
camwhore with joshua a.k.a tallboyz

me and wenpink.
gawd. cant recognize her at first. she looked really different with her bun hair and without bun. =)

audrey, fourfeetnine and me. i have to kneel down to take picture with her. to avoid myself from looking so monstrous. XD

sorry if i didnt snap any picas with you. and so sorry if i didnt manage to greet you with a HI. MY BAD. see you guys soon in another event. hopefully

as usual, the pictures with watermarks are from my powershot sx200 and the rest of the photos credited to: joshua and sandy (grab from facebook) XD

Her Distorted Mirror

Hello people! Today's entry is meant for a good laugh and to impress you probably? or maybe i'm the only one laughing?

Let me share a little bit about my own observation of the design students

FACT ONE: Design Students often hit by the mood swing. one moment they could be hilarious, fun and talkative, but on another moment they could be physically and mentally tired to talk, to entertain people, to smile or even they might got pissed that easily

Probably some of you know, i've been once again trying to breathe in this thin air. It's always that suffocating.

I was am trying to accomplish my model-making task which takes like zillion years to warp up everything. So it was few days back when i was dealing with handmade model and my swollen fingers. I came upon a very interesting material. it was an A4 size of reflective paper or more likely known as mirror paper.

it's somewhat really that reflective. that well, girl's always got so obsessed with camwhore stuff when it comes to something reflective. i am just another typical one =P

FACT TWO: Design Students can be physically fashionably up to trend but they could be fashionably untidy as well. We don't formal ourselves. it's like yeah. we go for presentation with shorts and sandals. however, we might wear something really nice with no apparent reason. it's just the mood.

do you think it's possible for me to take only one photograph for this awesome mirror paper?






i'd been freaking wasted my 10minutes to camwhore =) am i the only one laughing here? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

FACT THREE: We're a bunch of exhausted nocturnal panda. we crawl in the midnight. Call any of us in the midnight!

After wasting a wee bit of time, i know it's the time to get my ass back to the work. The mirror is meant for my fitting room.
this is an incomplete fitting room and the main function of the mirror paper.

played with my key chain as well. It's not the correct scale though. If you're wondering why my fitting room is in that colour combination i can assure you that it is something related to the shop and the concept. shall elaborate more when the project comes to its end. it shall be in a month time. need some artsy fartsy? come back here to sneak! =)

the almost completed one:

i fussed a lot with lately. It's not that i hate design already. the truth is, i really love doing designing. it is my biggest dream when was still three feet tall in age. Dealing spaces is the fun of it. seeing the little dolls walk around the space you built is a satisfaction. but the thirst for more is the desire to turn it to a real life size space where you, your own-self walk in the space that you designed. IT'S REALLY REALLY THAT AWESOME. just don't force me. T.T

i'm that greedy. i want flying colours for my degree.

FACT FOUR: We bullshit a lot to convince people to buy our designs. HAHA. this same applies to deal with our tutors now

Ask me how the hell do i get the time to blog even though i rarely sleep everyday. Break the surprise, i sleep 3-5hours in average daily. in average. in average. Blogging is sinful is another way to describe. but i find blogging is something really unique that i could not find a convincing way to describe in words. I feel good every time i blog. and that's how i still could hold on that far until today.

I'm a future designer!

Scream, Shout, Squeak

when i was small, i got this naive perception. people with bigger mouth in size should be able to scream louder. speaking about big mouth. i got a guy friend of mine used to compete with his brothers of the ability to stuff (as in SUMBAT) a soda biscuit into their mouth without munching it into smaller bits.

how could a square biscuit like that fit in their poor mouth? you guys must out of your mind already!! who want to try? lemme know! =)


i started really train myself to scream when i was 14-15 year old. I was a first-aider in a rather strict association in my school. Born with a squeaky voice, i couldnt construct a good command for even a normal st.john marching practice. it was just so annoying that my voice squeaks and shakes whenever i scream too loud out of my lungs.
how ironic. i used to be the one swallowed the whole first aid book and set questions for cadet test. but ironically, i've forgotten all. ALL OF IT.

when i came to the college years,

i wanted really so much to scream. as in scream to my utmost energy. i flew up to genting with a bunch of other needy people. what we needed was a good scream to release all the burdens and tensions.
u can name us stupid. because we normally visit the theme park for one main reason: to scream out of control and the good thing is nobody will thinks that we're nuts. So people would normally pissed that the bunch of us scream like nuts even though the thrilling part is not there yet. after years in genting, nothing in the theme park thumps my heart. roller coaster, space shot? NA

one of the things that i really wanted to go is to shout at the sea side. You know.. those melodramatic romance drama always have those scene. Scream against the wave hits with the one you love. where is the nearest beach? Port Dickson? any kind people out there willing to bring me there?


i guess for the time being what i really could do is scream here:
absolute FOC
venue: my room
tools: PILLOWS

Scream under the pillow!