Good Bye | Dead End of Little Whispers

Like most other people, I always have the urge to close down my blog and declare I quit. Seriously the urge is getting strong nowadays. I wanted to end Little Whispers for my own excuse reason that this chapter has reaches its end. Time for a brand new chapter. However, action is not easy. Especially this precious that I've been spending three years of life living writing on it.

but I guess decision has to be made. I will stop blogging at lycayenne.blogspot.com from now on. Goodbye fellow awesome people. I will pop in another blog hopefully soon.


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Mike the G-Force

Long ago, I bought a G-Force baby as my friend's birthday gift. Unfortunately it was a mistake that after a big turn I have to keep G-force baby of my own. Over these months, to be exact it is already 9 months, I have been the best mommy already: cleaning his cage, his shit, his pee boo and his notorious deeds to dirt the house, feed him, sayang him and everything I could do. Such handsome love. (:

Long ago, I recorded a video of Mike and me. The video clip is down below. scroll down and play!


This is Mike when he was only three months old. Now he has proudly grown three times bigger and weight much heavier than the first time I hugged him.



Video


A dedication post to baby G-Force. Although I know he cant read blogs. HAHA! I am giving away Mike to his new daddy today for some apparent reasons. I am sad. ):

XOXO
Mommy will miss you *cries farewell

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Hello, I am Cayenne and I am Contestant Number Ten

Listening to: Everytime We Touch (Slow Version)- Cascada

Hello, I am Cayenne and I am contestant number ten
Thank you

Hectic life makes me forget to love and to be upset over things for long. I guess it's a way to forget and to bounce back? Each time tears shed, heart broken, and emo strikes, tons of energy are dissolved in the air. The moment you slow down and kill your cell you could probably use that time to handle important agendas. I am slowly transforming into a _____ (fill in the blank with any relevant word) at this point. Living every day is not to win but to learn lessons. you grow (:

Life is great in some ways even though it doesn't look like one through others perspective. It is own-self perspective matters most.


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Two Outfits from Forever 21

Hello Merlow again!

That's my outfit for an outing



Number ONE: Floral Vintage Top
Number TWO: Black High-waisted Skirt
Number THREE: Jeans Fabricated Flats
Number FOUR: Elle Sling Bag

As if there are really somebody in the world cares how I groomed myself that day.

Anyway, the day started off with a short video shoot at that blissful morning before we headed over to Forever 21 at Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur. The entire outing was to tryout two sponsored outfit for the tomorrow's fashion show!

Grand Opening is tomorrow! Who is coming?




That pair of eyes are Garfield-liked when you messed up your biological clock like myself.




Cheryl babe and I love this picture because our sharp cheeky bone. No more siew pao face in my camwhore pictures! After all, girl who owns a camera should always camwhore!




See the happy faces?



Angus probably stunned to turn over seeing me snapping a candid photo of him. XD



Dameli's fashion taste always awed me! Although she always like mine too! haha
Be brave ladies. You gotta dress fashionably! =)



Walked over to Lot 10 to fill our stomach first. That's my bowl of mee hoon soup. While the Africans suffered with no food, I wasted them down the drain. T.T *cries
Sorry! Can't finish a bowl of proper meals nowadays. I officially announced that I am too skinny!


SPOTTED YOU: FOREVER 21!



Met up with this fashion designer



Trust me, the outfits he gave us were soooo weird. Too high fashion taste that I can confirm these clothes I'd gotten are way too extraordinary for casual outfits. Ahh. I guess that explains why runway models modelled weird clothes. Like there are really someone would wear that out in the street.

Let me brush you up with some fashion taste:
HERE WE GO!



Had lots of fun trying out the clothes. Ran out from the fitting room, pretended to catwalk professionally back and forth, camwhored again and again. ahhh shopping. I want to go shopping so madly! Heard that no more sales going on the town. True? *cries again

Pampered myself with Gelato Ice-cream at Fahrenheit. So pampering. I love ice-cream to max! =)

Last but not least, a group picture before we ended our day




AWESOME BABEH
P.S: time to speed up my working skills.

Good Day people!

Self-Promo Video Shooting

Hello people! My previous post you can really ignore. As promised, here is another update about Miss Kbu Pageant Contest. I partied with bunch of KBU'ians at the Mist Club and later on continued ahh-the-night-still-young at Alive, Sunway Pyramid with my back-bone buddies. =)


Thank you all for coming to support! To Cendy Hon: I know it has been ehem more than 15 days since you able to see me in real person. HAHA. gosh so near yet so far.

It was crazy liquor night. OK I am alcoholic! Surprising enough, I managed to wake up few hours later. Went over to Student Service Department for the Video Shoot. The main objective for the video shoot was for the pageants to promote themselves. I didnt prepare any speech or a line or two for myself. The plan was to talk spontaneously but it was really hard because I couldnt talk to stationary things! LOL and I should have gotten myself prepared earlier!

Ah but never mind!



The things that I was supposed to say included introduce myself briefly, why I join Miss Kbu, my talent, how can i contribute to the college if I win the title and last but not least must always remember to stress this one, "please vote for me"






I failed my speech because I giggled, laughed, stunned and blurred. Woops

I am now looking forward to see the entire video of behind the scenes! Gosh, recalling recalling and recalling whether I acted stupid in front of the video cam? Hope not!

I know short post for today! Gotta run for my salsa practice
Well, ladies and gentleman, Cayenne is going for Salsa for the talent show. Nervous!

Till then!


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Awesome-pie or Awesome-shit?

I don't know this is called awesome-pie or awesome-shit. My normal twenty-four hours biological clock is occupied whole day for the missy pageant me or whole day interior design cracking. Awesome?

For days I have always been in the student service department learning proper catwalk for fashion show and gown wear walk by Miss Universe 2007, Adelaine Chin, rehearsing for the coming grandeur opening, mind blank for the talent show, picking up fashionably dresses from Forever 21 (which I think the dresses are too design-liked ambitious. why must models wear outfits that no one else in this world would ever wear them out to the public?), stunned in front of the video cam not knowing what to say to promote myself errr.. what else? Oh ya, everyone has been calling me Miss Kbu ever since then. At first I would blame this on Danny Siah but after a while, I would just smile and say yealorrrr

When extra stuff settled, normal routine is that I would settle myself down on my chair. Very unavoidable that I would check out facebook, twitter and blogs and after that only I click back the autocad thing. HU back to work.

Moments ago, I was frantically searching an accurate drawing of staircase in the metric handbook. duhh I have been spending 20 years of my life climbing up and down of my house's staircase but not knowing how is the construction exactly looks like. damn fail as a designer. yeah. I hate 2D drawings. Why must they consist of lines lines and LINES only?

sorry, this post is crap
because on this moment I type this I am still thinking whether should I open up the can of Red Bull. Yeah that's half-an-hour already since I tweeted about that.

Mind me. that's all!

Kbu'ians and Miss Kbu hit the Mist Club!

Hello People!

Today I am back with more updates of my daily happenings! I know I am wayyy too happening lately. Thanks to Miss KBU Pageant Contest. In other way round I was rushing my hell out of my interior design competition. Doing two time consuming things taken so much of my soul away. I definitely need more sleep to cure my pair of eyes. I know I can go through this but my skin and eyes can't! They are getting smaller, swollen and reddish. I wish camera could just stay a little away from me recently. LE-SIGH. Sorry have to let down certain occasion and gathering. I cant handle so much. 36hours per day really isn't possible?

Anyway, after so long of hectic works I hit the club! I mean this time is seriously letting myself hit the club except I missed out few couple of insanity on the dance floor.

Good news is 300 KBU students are given the privilege to party out with ten kbu pageants on that night. Entrance fee is definitely free! Activity includes catwalk show by us! Aint that sounded so scary?

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These are the prettiest together with me, we have been sharing our best times together throughout the whole pageant contest. Only seven of us that night due to unexpected accidents the other three were experiencing.

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this is my outfit of the day. I didnt manage to dig deeper into my wardrobe to get nice ones. I guess this is still passable? I look thin here! me likey! Over this one month I have loosen up approximately 3-4 kg. That little figure actually brings whole lots difference. For now, I started to break the rules pampered my stomach to the way it used to be.

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Both hensem and super hilarious emcee of the day. They were damn hilarious that made me laughed my lungs out that night. good job! XD

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The crowd that arrived early

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First model presented was Natasha! Rock the stage, glamoured by the lights and yes babeh we are pretty! LMAO

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This is cheryl handling the crap Q & A session

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Sepideh

#08


Yes, that's me
I was super nervous that night. I dont really know the proper way to catwalk and hmm and the thoughts of all my friends and kbu'ians down the stage cheering and looking at me actually frightened me off. Steady steady. I can do it!

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This is Tala.

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Ruveena

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Dameli

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The whole catwalk and self-introduce session were awesome! Thanks for my bunch of buddies that came purposely to support me. Not to forget other Kbu'ians that supported me so much that night. Some I didnt even know who. but seriously thanks! =)Ah yes, to those chanted me a precious vote in the facebook page billion thank you! I was very surprised and still grateful for that support. if you haven't do so, please? thank you?

I left Mist Club early before twelve. No, not that I am grounded to the Cinderella sleeping hours, we headed to another club, Alive at Sunway Pyramid. Well, due to my bunch of besties wanted a better ambience. There go we drank whole two bottles of Black Label and two high towers. This crazy friends were nuts! But nuts normally are those make your life rock'in in and out! agree?

I ended up vomited out in the mamak and forced myself to eat at least a bit if not I would definitely wake up with gastric the next day. weeehaaa. super-awesome night I slept at six in the morning and woke up at nine for the video casting at ten and to test out the two outfits sponsored by Forever 21.

Photo courtesy of Cheryl Wee and bad quality those obviously mine. haha. The temptation to buy myself a DSLR is urging me that strong. T.T

Up next!

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STAY WIDE AWAKE IN MY BLOG YAHH! XD

P.S: Hectic life could be down to madness but who say it is not enjoyable? Look things to better perspectives. =)

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Are You Moist Enough?

When I first stumbled upon this question, ARE YOU MOIST ENOUGH?

Honestly, I was quite taken aback by this question. I am not exaggerating. I quickly spare my precious minute to scratch my skin to test it out whether if it leaves a line. PHEW! No lines! Uh oh perhaps a very minor ones.

Have you ever been in the state of despair that your skin peeled off after a couple of weeks you neglected the total moisture on it?

A story to share:

Long time ago back in my high school times, I actively participated in lots of sports and extra-curriculum activities. Name me anything! Annual Sports Day, House of Sports Day, National Day Marching Competition, volley ball, captain ball, swimming and any outdoor activity I would be there! Pathetically, after so many years of under the scorching sun, I never applied a single layer of sun screen or even moisturizer!

Instead of horribly damaged my skin until negro'ish-liked sun-burn, I gained the most difficult consequence to have my skin to peel off. VERY UGLY I TELL YOU. Imagine your friends are staring at your ugly peeled off skin and started to shook their head in disgust. You feel like going out with long sleeves, long trousers, cap and cover your face with thick powder wherever you go! Even my friends started to question me,


"Why your skin so dry one??"

Instead of the concern about peeling skin, I had major problem in uneven skin tones as well. In total a minimum of five different shade of colours and lots of patches everywhere!

I was deemed to total somber. Even during my 16th birthday, a friend of mine bought a body lotion specifically for dry skin to me. I was like, whyyyy kind of you for being soooo assured that my skin was dyinnnggg!

Upset enough, in a young age I started to learn the importance of keeping my skin hydrated and moisturized! You wouldn't want same thing happened to you. would you?

I ended up purchasing mountains of these skin care products ranging for face, eyes, body and for cracked heels! I have anything and everything from head to toe! Yes, I am that concern of my skin condition already!

To be honest again to tell you, till now I haven't gotten a perfect lotion that amazingly seep healthily into my skin. Ended up I kept most of the unfinished skin care product in my luggage bag.

Problem lies to yes, my skin hasn't been properly introduced to the right kind of moisturizers before. To my surprise! Vaseline is on a mission to change that!

The expert skincare brand just launched its Amazing Skin campaign which seeks to empower women to love and appreciate their skin, not just the face but the entire body by giving it the care and nourishment it deserves. Along with that, Vaseline also unveiled its new body lotion range catering to different skin needs, with variants like Total Moisture, Healthy White, Intensive Rescue, and Aloe Cool and Fresh.

I mean HEYY I must try this!

As when time passes, photo-shoots are occasionally needed for my portfolio. I would never be confident to be captured with the lenses if my skin has broken down to massive acne prone, uneven skin or any other skin disease. Till now, I wish I could rejuvenate my skin and enhance it better. Flawless, radiant, fairer and smoother. HEY, it is every girl's dream!

Time for Vaseline my savior!

Do you think I am moist enough?
I doubted that.
Vaseline to the rescue!

Spare a minute to scratch your skin now. Any lines?
ARE YOU MOIST ENOUGH then?


Side Note:
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Swollen Eyes Number One, Two and Three

When youngsters venture into primary schools, government education has this little session where the teachers have to distribute forms with cute little columns to fill up.

Hobby:__________________________________
Ambition:________________________________

The teacher normally asks children to fill in ambitions like teacher, doctor, nurse or any common jobs that a seven-year-old child would know. Honestly, is there any over-intelligent child who already knows to fill in professions like Interior Design, Mechanical Engineering, Nutritionist or maybe Prime Minister? To be frank again, I did not have such genius mind when I was in that age. Except Prime Minister! I knew what and who was that. It was Dato Mahathir cause we were forced to memorize all the Prime Ministers' name. LOL

Aims and directions are encouraged to consider properly even though these innocent kids are still clueless and naive not knowing why they should fill up craps like this.

When time flies, I see things in different ways. The hobbies and ambitions that I had ever written brought me up today. First reward,


Swollen eyes number One #01


People have greed. They do not aim for ONE success only. For me, let me tell reveal to you what is in my mind now
1. Honored Degree
2. Successful Designer
3. Achievement in blogging
4. Achievement in Miss Kbu Pageant Contest
5. First no budget limit designed house by myself
6. Another degree qualification
7. Slimmer
8. Money
9. Travel around the globe
10. (I stop here) It's countless

Hence, of those greed I gained another


Swollen eyes number TWO #02



When I started to see I had enough of exhausting myself, I know what matters the most for now is the checklist number one.
1. Honored Degree
2. Successful Designer
3. Achievement in blogging
4. Achievement in Miss Kbu pageant Contest
5. First no budget limit designed house by myself
6. Another degree qualification
7. Slimmer
8. Money
9. Travel around the globe
10. (I stop here) It's countless


In self-greed you may have tons of them that you wish this and wish that. Sometimes you have to take a look back and see what are you capable of and set the priorities. You are not superman and do not try to be one. Because human does not wear undies after trousers and they do not fly with red cloth tied around the neck.


Now, this is swollen eyes number THREE #03



I know my priority. Do you?

The road taken is so far so difficult. I am just an ordinary girl next door who needs extra miles of motivation in life to push myself higher. I get frustrated like anyone else. However, I am on the mission setting myself to manage emotion and time properly. Each time, this same old quote never fails myself.






It may sounds simple and short. but this is how I could still hold on tight till today
My picture says it out loud already now!





I filled artist when I was seven (7)
Slowly I filled designer when I was thirteen (13)
Slowly again I filled Interior Designer when I was sixteen (16)


So, I am here now
"Hello school of design!"



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